We wants it

Right now I'm at the gym on the bike. Dedication my friends. Take a hard look at your life and see what changes you need to make to be more like me.

So if you've missed me you've most likely been checking my blog pretty consistently. If you have then let me apologize. I've been desperately trying to figure out a new format/new look for my blog. Things have been super bipolar all up in this blog. I'm leaning how to write code and CSSs and HTMLs all of which I know nothing about. Ugg it's been a nightmare. I'm still trying to figure out how to get an image to appear as my header. If there is a pretty image above this post by the time you read this then you'll know I succeeded.

Anyway, things have been pretty chill lately. Been trying to continue the whole gym thing which I'm warming up to. I still miss the outdoors but its not like that is going anywhere. Besides, I make up for it by taking hikes on the weekends with pretty Penny and her boyfriend (aka Ryan). So I'm getting my fill.

Other than that I've been going through this "IwantitIneedit" phase. It's a real thing. It's when you uncontrollably desire things you want but have convinced yourself you need. It's been pretty rough. It's spread from wanting gorgeous rings to Mickey ears to cosmetics to my ever present achilles heel: food.

The lack of affordable gluten free pizza in this world is the real travesty we are facing. And every time I want to go try one I end up talking myself out of the calories anyway. Which I guess is good but honestly I have the "I want pizza" thought plague me every second.

Then I consider giving myself a free day but that's like a crack addict saying, "If I do good this week I can treat myself to some nice crack this weekend."

Yep. That's a great idea.

Anyway, needless to say, I'm still a fat kid at heart. It'll take me awhile but I'll get there. Thanks for all the support guys! I don't know that I've said it that much in the past, but really, truly, thank you. You guys are the meaning in my life.You guys are the inspiration. You bring feeling to my life...you truly are the inspiration. I want to have you near me, I want to have you hear me SAAAY IT! NO ONE needs you more than I need you!!!


...well that was fun. Night guys ;)